Today is Terran’s due date! He’s full term! Seems like an appropriate day for some good news. The doctor that did Terran’s surgery got back from vacation today (they practice as a trio- all are great, but I particularly like her). She told me that Terran has technically passed her surgical recovery markers: 1) the contrast moved all the way through and 2) he passed (very small) stool. She’s confident he’s not at risk of going back to the operating room (at least for this particular surgery). Terran’s small intestine is like a “funnel” without the “pump”. Material is slowly moving through, but it’s essentially gravity that’s doing it. This is a combination of the extremely stretched out bowel losing its muscle tone + the surgical tapering both needing time to heal, or return to a size where it starts pumping contents through. While the timeline is totally dependent on the individual, and there aren’t too many cases to reference, the surgeon talks in terms of months, not weeks. She wants to get Terran home on full TPN so we can begin our lives together while he heals. (YES, PLEASE!) She reached out to Seattle Children’s Hospital today to get Terran on their “list” for admission to their Short Gut program. There we’ll receive education on Terran’s home TPN regiment. We were all hoping Terran would be accepting small feeds before going home, and he still might. It could take a couple weeks to get transferred to Children’s.

The plan we’ll follow at Swedish until his transfer is:1. Leave the replogle in a few more days, or until the color turns clearer, 2. Follow the same replogle removal procedure (remove the suction, leave on gravity for 1-2 days, remove tube entirely), 3. Monitor Terran’s tolerance (vomiting) for a couple days, weigh his comfort level with/without the replogle to decide whether to put it back in.4. If we keep it out, and he has limited vomiting, start a (very tiny) feeding amount.
We’ll likely have to strike a balance between Terran throwing up (very unpleasant for a X times a day) and the replogle (unpleasant all times of day). There will be a threshold that the vomit is worth it. Terran will be so much more mobile at home without the replogle, and I’m hopeful we’ll get to a good tolerance before we go home. That’s the limit to my expectations. Starting the feeds would obviously be HUGE, but I’m counting that as “above and beyond” at this point. He loves the binky dips, and I hope he begins feeds before we’re at risk of running out of colostrum, but I’m more realistic about his recovery timeline now and I don’t want to rush him. He’ll get there at his own pace.
The surgeon noted that when the “pump” starts working, Terran will likely have an issue called “dumping”, where the contents move too quickly through the bowel. On the outside, this looks like diarrhea. On the inside, this looks like no nutrient absorption. Not good. Guaranteed Terran will need TPN for his whole life. Even if his bowel returned to full functionality, there’s just not enough of it. Still, eating food is good for his gut, even if he doesn’t absorb anything. The ultimate goal would be to get some absorption through the gut. We’ll see how it goes. We may break the record for the number diapers changed – I’m totally ok with that if we get to do it all at home!
P.S. Terran got to experience a baby swing for the first time- and he LOVED IT! Good thing we have the same one at home. He’s such a happy baby, he really likes everything. We lucked out with him 💕
Transferred from Caring Bridge 8/19:
Lydia Islan : Can I just say that I’ve never been so interested in / excited by poop before? Pretty crazy what these little bodies are up to…
8/18/21
Yumiko Snyder : Dear Angel Parents,
Your endearing tender love for Terran is found in every word you write in your journal and fills my heart full of hope and prayers. Terran is the cutest and happiest baby we could ever meet and is such an incredible trooper! You are doing an amazing job, taking in everything and doing the best you can. Sending all of my love to you.❤️
8/18/21
Agnes Zajac : Can’t get enough of these pics. He is such a cutie pie! And you two are already the best parents!!!
8/17/21
Phyllis (Gramma) Goodwin : Jacqueline, Thanks so much for keeping us informed on all the daily happenings. Terran is such a content, happy baby for all that his little body has been through. What a trooper! And I think Terran has ‘lucked out’ with his parents also. What doe he weigh now, on his ‘birthdate’?
He’s so beautiful, love all the pics, especially with his eyes open and showing off that cute grin and dimple. Love you guys! and know that you’re (all three of you) in my daily prayers. God Bless!
8/17/21
Ellen Jones : Thank you so much for the update! Terran is blessed to have you and Walker for parents. All of us are keeping you guys in our prayers.
8/17/21
Carrie Oliver : Thank you so much for also caring for all of us that love you guys. Sharing this emotional story is love. I think Terran would say he lucked out!🥰 and so did we! I think He is going to keep surpassing all their expectations! Love nana ❤️
8/17/21
Cecelia Cutler : Thank you for these detailed updates. It helps explain what is going on. He’s so adorable and alert in spite of all the stuff he’s going through. What a trooper…and his parents too!
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8/17/21
Brittney Brock : Terran was blessed with quite the dynamo team for parents! You guys are all strong and making way in a positive direction, loving your entries and hearing about Terran’s sweet baby smiles from his swing time!
8/17/21
Kelli Stambaugh : Terran is so lucky to have the best parents ever! Thank you for sharing his plan with us.
8/17/21
Carol Anderson : I love how you are keeping us so informed! God Bless Terran and you both!
8/17/21
Chris Jones Middlebrooks : Baby swings yield baby smiles and those are priceless! Start an Amazon diaper wish list registry, and we will help!
8/17/21
Michael Goodwin : all sounds great! It will b nice to get him home!
8/17/21
Thankyou Jacqueline and Walker for sharing your family love in precious photos and words..The caring and hopefulness you show each day and moment is beautiful to behold.. All my love and prayers continue each moment for baby Terran and mommy and daddy. Love Aunt Lindy
Dearest Jacqueline and Walker,
You are the best, and very resilient! We hope Seattle Children’s Hospital treats you well. I think they are tops in this situation. Thank you for the moving pictures, and please let us know if there’s anything we can do for you. We love you all! Grammy & Grampy